"...Imagine if we just threw our whole selves into friendships from the start, instead of being hesitant and having to learn to trust and to love. Go in with trust and love. Go in 120%. And if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. But you gave it your best. And that's all we need in life, to play at 100% in everything we do. And if you did that your whole life, you would live a life of such fulfilment..."
But the funny thing is that as soon as you get into these funks, these grumbles over little things that can't be changed, it kicks your whole day off into a downward spin. I'm definitely guilty of letting one tiny event throw me off kilter. Isn't that so silly?
I almost deleted this picture. I looked at it and saw my thunder thighs touching and my big pants and my tummy and my stretch marks and thought "bye Felicia" . Then I stopped. And I looked again.
"...as I was waiting for my friend to pick me up to head home, I was reflecting over my stay and what lessons and gratitudes I could take away from it..." What are you Grateful for?
...but there is something good in every day."
I'm writing this from bed 9B, Ward 81 in Auckland City Hospital. It is 1940 on Friday evening and I'm nil by mouth as I'm waiting for surgery on an infected whitetail bite under my arm. This ain't my first rodeo either, I was on the receiving end of a whitetail in June last year,… Continue reading Manifestation Is Everything.
The Breakdown happens every few months and they can last anywhere from a day to ten days. I've never found one to be triggered by anything but they seem to impact all areas of your life.